push the push pin
push the pin through your eye
everything is grey now
there used to be colours
the gooey
ooey
sticky liquid
oozes through
just the way I like it
push pin through
push it through
insides out
not empty after all
blood reader
decypher it now
tell me what kind of translator are you
can you read what is the globes
magic
yes magic thoughts and clues
trapped in an endless circular biology
bio
keep consuming and burning it all inside you
one day it'll burn
a pound of flesh wasted
convert me into
insides out
push pins here they all are
i find it extremely difficult to not scream into the wall
eternally
what kind of translator are you
can you decypher what rips through my throat?
hired.
Push the push pin through my throat then
See what good that does
I wish I could run until exhaustion
Let my body collapse onto the cold, dewy grass
Feel whiskers smell me over
Oblivion sweeping over
Blackness wins
How easy it does sound
What else is there?
I don't know what I'm hanging on to anymore
Dewy
Green pillows
Anty hair strands and frostbit cheeks
Finally rosy
The struggle has been long but peace shall prove longer
Is this how you cry? Is this what an emotion feels like?
Lace and wool
Butter and Berries
Licking, Loving, Sucking
You
Not even you remained
It seems as though this is what my life has been from the start
When will it
Finally touch the dewy, cold, pillowy grass
Push the push pin in
Insides
out
Out
I live through silent days
I smile for you
I use smile emoticons for you
If only dirt
If only anything
I make up solutions and they all fall short
I feel like letting the confused dazedness take over and make me go mad
Make me go mad and rip it
R i p p e d and pure and insides out
Out on the dewy, green, pillowy grass
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