I find it curious, this is one of many moments in which I am at a loss. I'm at a loss for everything. Do you ever get like that? You don't know what to do. Something as simple as knowing what to do eludes you completely. It is as if it was mocking you while it danced around you. And all the while all you can do is sit there in the middle of it all and contemplate and hope that it plays out okay. Seeing things upside down tends to help. It's as if the world was agreeing with you, agreeing that nothing actually makes sense, that you are right after all. And that all that people have to do to agree with you is tilt their heads to the side. And then they'll know. The reflections thrown back at us show us so much more than we would like to admit that we see. Mirrors are made for more than what you think. The eye has no end, it's depth goes on for ever and the color will never change. You were made into those eyes and you have to get to know them. My eyes betray me all the time, and I didn't know they did until very recently. I have lost control over them, they do what they want, they show everyone what they want and then I cannot hide anything. Everything is public and nothing is for me. After awhile of having your head tilted to the side, it hurts to bring it back to the center. It hurts to readjust.
-Colinne
PS: Could listening to this album have anything to do with it?
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